secure?

yeah, there are sooo many things to feel insecure about. and having kathleen here for the weekend i felt zero insecurity. and i kind of want to just keep living in that-- there's no good reason for being insecure really. i know i'm great, even when i certainly don't feel great for whatever reason, i somewhere DO KNOW that i'm GREAT. and if you know me, you'll know that i don't mean that in a self-centered sort of way. but more in a self-loving way... and the more i love myself and feel great and secure, the easier it's going to be for me to really give other ppl the attention and time they deserve, so as to get to knoow ppl more.

it's amazing what being around ppl you love can do. everything sort of becomes okay.


even things like the reason i'm going to stop writing this blog-- paper/presentation i've yet to finish/prepare for which is tomorrow.

as james the cashier at rite aid told me this weekend-- "happy halloweekend!" (while it's still sunday)


have a splendid halloween.

jo